Going to the Movies.

Today was a pretty simple day. It started by me giving Bree a call to see how she was doing. Sadly she was not feeling great. Today Dani and I went to the mall. We spent a few hours shopping Dani bought some new work clothes so she would look more professional and then decided to go to the movies. We decided to go see White House Down which was a decent action movie. We then got home had some dinner and I got a call from Carolyn saying that she wanted me to meet with her on Tuesday to chose some of the photos that would be used in a magazine. Talk to you all later.

Sunny Day on the Pier

Hey everyone today was a fun day. I decided I would go rollerblading on the boardwalk and pier. I had recently bought a pair of roller blades because I thought it would be a good way to walk Ozzy. It is nice living right on the beach and not very far from the pier. Once we got to the main sidewalk I put on the roller blades and sat Ozzy down on the ground. I let him start to pull me to my surprise he is a lot stronger then I thought and he has a lot of endurance. After about thirty minutes on jogging/running Ozzy needed a break. I pulled out a little bottle of water and poured it into a potable doggie dish. I also drink from a bottle of water I brought for myself.  Once he was ready we started to go again. After another twenty minutes we stopped again and sat under a palm tree. Ozzy got in my lap and slept for a while. I pulled out my phone and decided to check out Bree blog to see how she was doing which seemed to be good. Once Ozzy woke up we spent twenty minutes play with a frizz-bee before we went home. The rest of the evening was pretty standard. I hope you all have a good evening and I will talk to you later.

Another picture of me with Ozzie

Working out at the Gym

Hey people since life has been pretty normal lately I am going to try and make post every other day instead of every day unless something big happens. Well today Dani has started working as Carolyn office as her  assistant because in realty she was being wasted being mine right now and I can do my own errands during the day and I an make her happy when she gets home. Today I went to the gym to start working with the personal trainer. It was the hardest workout I have ever done. I am going to be very sore tomorrow. I got home and took a shower. When Dani got home we ordered a pizza and watched a movie. Well I guess I will talk to you guys later.

Dog Park

Hey everyone. Today was a nice relaxing day. Dani and I took Ozzy to the dog park. We had a lot of fun. We play catch with Ozzy and it was nice to see Ozzy interact with other dogs. After we got home I cooked some tri tip steaks and mash potatoes. Dani seemed to really like the food. Than we watch The Empire strikes back before Dani hit the sack. I just wanted to right something for you guys before I went to sleep. I will talk to you soon.

Dani took this picture of me and Ozzy

A Quick Hello

Hey everyone sorry it has been a couple days since I last made a post. I have been letting myself recover form the black eye and bruised ribs. My black eye is almost gone but I'm still a little sore in the ribs. Dani and I went shopping today because Carolyn is coming over tomorrow and I'm making he dinner. Dani has decided to go to her place to study for her classes. Since she wants to be my personal assistant she felt it might be good for her to learn business. Besides that nothing much has happened. I will talk to you guys later.

Dani loves this hoddie and wanted me to wear it. At least this picture hides what is left of my black eye.

My First Boxing Match

Hey everyone, today is my first boxing match since I became a girl. When I was a guy boxing was for me a great way to keep myself in shape and on the weekends I sometimes was apart of some amateur boxing matches. I decided to invite Carolyn to the match since it would be a good chance to show her that I was able to do something on my own and did not always need her. Also I knew she likes boxing. She was a little surprised about my hobby but came with special merchandise made by the company she works for. I did not invite the other girls because I was worried they would be scared of me fighting. Before the match she wished me good luck and hoped I did not get too hurt. One the match started I admit I saw how rusty I have become but by the third round I got the upper hand and knocked my opponent out. I finished the match with just a bruised rib and a black eye. Than Carolyn took me to a private doctor to make sure I was not seriously hurt. After I got my clean bill of health we went to a bar across the street from the hospital. We drank and talked for a while and than I kissed Carolyn. I don't know what made me think to do that but I liked it and I think she kind of did too because she did not chew me up for it. After that I got home late and wrote this up. I am now going to curl up in bed with Dani so I will talk to you guys later. Good night and I will talk to you guys later.

Carolyn took this picture saying that I should have a picture to show off my victory wounds.

A New Home

Today is just a quick post. Dani and I have moved into our new apartment. We packed everything up this morning and drove to the place. It is right on the beach. Dani really likes the place and I think Carolyn is happy she now has some alone time in the hotel room. This will be all for now I have to help Dani unpack our stuff. I will talk to you later.

Carolyn Returns

Today was an interesting day. After dropping Bree off where we left her car last night I enter the hotel room and Carolyn was sitting their on her computer. I admit it had caught me off guard. When I left New York a few days earlier I admit I was kind of mad at her but part of that was because it was my time of the month (luckily mine most of the time last only a few days.) My mood is still a little off and I kind of snapped at her and she almost left but I convinced her to stay. I than made her a hamburger for lunch and after that we went to the pier. We spent a few hours looking at stores along the beach and I found this cute little dachshund puppy that I had to have (I will see what names Dani likes). We also looked at a few apartments along the beach and we eventually found one that I really liked. We were able to come to a deal with the landlord and with Carolyn connections I am able to move into the apartment in a day or two. When we got back I made Carolyn and Dani some chicken fettuccine alfredo and afterwards Carolyn was tired and went to her room. Hopefully the next time I see you it will be from Dani and I new apartments. Talk to you guys later.

This is a picture of my new puppy

A Night With Bree

      Today was an interesting evening and mourning. I spent the mourning with Dani, than about 3:00 pm she had to leave to due some errands for Carolyn and would be gone till tomorrow. This did not phase me because I was meeting with Bree at a local night club. When Bree got their we talked for a while about everything that had happened while I was gone. I could tell I hurt her but Bree is too nice to stay mad at people for long. I noticed this guy came up to our table. He said he was a huge fan of Bree and offered to buy her a drink. After she agreed one of friends came over and they seemed nice. After they talked for about thirty minuets the guy who was talking to Bree decided to get a little frisky and I could tell Bree did not like it. We decided to leave but I felt like giving this asshole a piece of my mind. I threw my drink in his face and kicked him as hard as I could because no one messes with my friends like that. He is lucky I did not decide to break his arm.
      We decided to go to my place to have some more drinks. We sat out on the deck and watch the sunset. Bree played with my hair and we just cuddled it was relaxing. Bree was not feeling great and she wanted us to have a relationship that was not just sex every time we are around each other. I understand and agree with her but their is something that she brings out in me that is so hard to control. It was nice to just hang out. Bree got hungry so I went inside and made her a hamburger which she seemed to really enjoy. We than put on Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Stone and Bree feel asleep while I was playing with her hair. I got up around 6:00 am and decided to make Bree some cinnamon french toast and bacon. I woke Bree up by surprising her with the necklace I bought her as an apologize gift for leaving the way I did. After breakfast Bree was nice enough to reward me with some shower activities and boy they were fun. Before Bree left for work she slipped that she had a little secret. I'm not going to say what it is but next time we have some alone time it is going to be wild. Well I'm going to go I'm heading out as soon as Dani gets here we are going to run some errands and I need to talk work with Carolyn this afternoon. Here is a quick picture I took before I leave.

I look Sexy. I took the picture in black and white like the one I took of Bree earlier

Talk to you guys later.

My Meeting With Olivia

Today is going to be a short entry but to the point. I met up for lunch today with Olivia.This is the first time we have talked. I don't want to go into too much on what we talked about since Olivia wrote her story on Bree blog and it is her story to tell. The one thing that was important that was important to talk about was about Bree. She once again forgave me sleeping with Bree and told me that she did not mind if I had sex with Bree occasionally. This made me happy that Olivia was not holding a grudge against me. After I had lunch with Olivia I had to head back to the hotel to skype Carolyn about any modeling jobs she might need me to do later. Talk to you later.

A Warm Welcome and a Fresh Start

Good evening guys, I have only been home for a few hours but it has already been amazing. When I got back to the hotel room and when I opened the door, Dani came running around the corner and gave me a hug and asked me "Where have I been." I told about everything that had happened the last few days. I could tell she was not happy that I left her like I did but was happy I was home safely. I missed having Dani around and I did not want to let her go. I told her that I would not leave her again like this ever again. I told Dani if she would give me a chance I would like to give a real relationship with each other. I than kissed her and than spent the next few hours cuddling in bed talking about how our relationship would work. We came to the conclusion that we would be loyal to each other and the only exception would be if it was another girl who was changed like we did. Dani is a sleep right now and I am heading to bed so goodnight and I will talk to you later.

The Photo Shoot and Why I Have Not Posted in a While

Sorry it has been a while since my last post. A lot has happened and this will be a long post. Last Sunday was my photo shoot with Bree at the beach. We spent a good couple of hours wearing different bikinis and looking sexy for the camera. Overall I think it went really well and we had a good time.

Here is a sneak preview that Carolyn sent me. I hope you guys think I look sexy in this bikini

I admit during the shoot it took a lot of work to keep my sexual urges under control while see Bree in a bikini. After the photo shoot was done Bree and I went to the hotel room and had a couple of drinks. Those drinks must have clouded our judgement and we let our sexual urges go wild. After about an hour of the most amazing sex I have ever had we just laid their a cuddled. As Bree eventually fell asleep I start to come to the realization that once again I let my urges get the better of me. I still do not know Olivia very well and I don't know what her stance is on Bree having any kind of sexual relationship with me. I decided it was best if I left for a while and think about everything that has happened lately. I found out a couple days ago while I was at my parents house I have a grandmother in Arizona that I had not properly met since I have became a woman. I left Bree a note explaining the situation and I hoped she would forgive me when I got back to Miami.
That was about a week ago during the time I have had time to go over the whirlwind of events I have been apart of. For the first few days I thought about Bree said after we had sex,"Oh Tonya! you are an amazing girl! I wish it could be like this all the time but, you know I really love Olivia, and she loves me. I hate to even bring her up after what we just did and maybe we can get together like this from time to time. I don't know. I really wanted to do this, with you  but I knew that it would end up like this. Can't we just go back, and start it all over again. Just go back in time a few hours and make love again all over again!" Originally I took this as if I was some kind of parasite on Bree life. I was just causing problem and confusing her about her relationship with Olivia. Now I have come to a realization. Bree has a huge heart. She loves Olivia but she doses deeply care about me. It might sound odd but I am fine with this. I want Bree to be happy because she wants the same for me. We will be best friends and hang out all the time. I if we occasionally have sex it will be fun but I will not be sad when she goes back to Olivia. I also have missed something right in front of me. I have been so content at my pursuit for Bree I have missed that their is someone who has feelings for me that I have pushed aside. Dani has been their for me in the few days we have know each other and I had not realized she has been sending me messages that I just kept shooting down. I hope Dani is not to upset I left without telling her. Hopefully when I get home I can give her the attention she deserves and see if anything comes out of it.In a way I finally feel like I am truly at peace with my situation. I know the road won't be easy but I hope with my new friends by my side it will be easier. I decided to visit Carolyn before I went back to Miami and have been in New York since Thursday afternoon. I promise I will get into the details of my time in New York at a later time but right now I am hoping on a plane to Miami and should be home in a few hours. I hope that my friends forgive me for what has happened and that we can just go from here. I will talk to you guys later and wish me luck.

A Peaceful Day

Today was first very relaxing day i quite a long time. At around 8:00 a.m., I was on my computer when I got a skype call from Carolyn. I admit I was not expecting this but it was a nice surprise.

I just wish she would have skyped me 20 minuets later

 because I would have at least have been completely made up.

Carolyn was still concerned about me and was checking in on me and making sure I was feeling better. She also said that she was sending a photographer to Miami and was wondering if I wanted to do some paid modeling on the beach tomorrow. I told her only if Bree could come along and model also which she agreed to. We talked for around thirty minuets before Carolyn had to get ready for a meeting. After that I finished getting ready, called Bree to tell her about the modeling job which she sounded pretty excited for, and then I went shopping with Dani. I know I have only known Dani for one day but I think we are becoming good friends. I can tell her whats on my mind and she listens. I hope that she is not only being so nice to me because she is getting paid to be my friend and that she can trust me also. Well today was a short post but tomorrow Bree and I do our first modeling job so that should be longer. I hope that it ends up being a fun day.